To start off, no I did not spell Wilde wrong (even if Microsoft says so) because if you don't know me my name is, Alyssa Wilde. I started this blog for me mostly, at least that was my
intention in the beginning.
I guess now is as good of a time as any to tell you that I (as I am sure some of you) struggle with anxiety and depression. When I look back on my life I can see that I have had it for all of my life. But now, it has truly began to manifest itself. If you don't struggle with depression and are reading this you at least know someone who does. My goal is to help all of us, myself included. God knows I need just as much help as anybody. I feel like society makes depression and anxiety such a taboo. Which makes us feel alone. Like we are the only ones who struggle. I know that on multiple occasions I have felt alone and like no one understands and that I AM THE ONLY ONE DEALING WITH THIS which is not true. That is why I am here. I am here to break the social norm and talk about the everyday things I deal with and how i deal with them and maybe that will help some of you maybe it won't, and maybe you will get a laugh out of my weird days..what can I say... Life's Wilde.
I find that with the everyday struggles there is always something that happened today that makes it better then yesterday. But I can't say that I am looking for that everyday. I can honestly say that there are days I have woken up and thought this would be so much easier if I was on the other side. I wouldn't have to worry about so much if I wasn't here. But that is not true. Let me just say that without the struggles that ALL of us face, life would be boring. As I typed that my brain went "Really Alyssa..boring? Wouldn't it be better" But the answer again is no. That isn't always an easy truth to come to terms with. I am a firm believer that we all have a divine purpose in this world. It can be anywhere from being a mother/father to being the worlds next Gandhi. Regardless everything we have gone through, everything we are going through, and everything we will go through is only preparing us for our divine purpose.
The next thing I could say is "Sit back and enjoy the ride" and make this super cheesy statement about how life is beautiful and how if your not enjoying life you're doing it wrong. Life is hard sometimes! The things you read in the press that stuff is not real. What is real is what is happening everyday. That is what molds you, not "Which Kardashian has the biggest lips". I am not one to tell you that i go outside everyday hunky dory and enjoy my trials as they are thrown at me. What I want people to get from this is that what you are going through IS important. The things you are dealing with is important. I want you to see that you are not alone. I am here walking the same bumpy path with you.
I want to inspire hope and promote happiness. I know that that is what I need. I say again life is wilde it has up and downs and curve balls everyday. So let's try to do this together. I am ready to pour my heart out to people and tell my story, and maybe it will help at least one person. So welcome to my journey in this Wilde Life.
